May 2010
1 post
Goodbyes that were never said.
Separate paths that once crossed
Decisions were made.
A bitter sweet memory.
December 2009
8 posts
I just signed the contract for my regularization today. I should be happy, but I’m not. Infact I feel more depressed. -_- That’s a problem right?
“I could follow you to the beginning
Just to relive the start
And maybe then...”
– Paramore, All I wanted
I didn't change.... thats just my apathy showing
(via -f)
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November 2009
6 posts
(^.^)
I’m really digging this whole no-sleep-coz-of-deadlines idea, but the fact that I have no time to do other stuff kinda leaves a bitter taste to it.
God damn it!
stuck here for too long to think a new path opened but only to find out that it just leads back here i have all the time in the world and right now the only wrong thing to do is to do nothing. one at a time, i’ll get there.
it was weird. guess that proves that i really can’t say no to that.
October 2009
32 posts
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Goth Kid: I guess you can join up with us if you want.
Goth Kid 2: Yeah. We're gonna go to the graveyard and write poems about death and how pointless life is.
Butters: Uh, uhm no thanks. I love life.
Stan: Huh? But you just got dumped.
Butters: Well yeah, and I'm sad, but at the same time I'm really happy that something could make me feel that sad. It's like, it makes me feel alive, you know? It makes me feel human. And the only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt somethin' really good before. So I have to take the bad with the good, so I guess what I'm feelin' is like a, beautiful sadness. I guess that sounds stupid.
Goth Kid 2: Yeah.
Stan: No. No, Butters, that doesn't sound stupid at all.
Butters: Well, thanks for offering to let me in your clique, guys, but, to be honest, I'd rather be a crying little pussy than a faggy Goth kid.
LOL Butters Win! --- Southpark Season 7, Episode 14 Raisins
“It’s like all the happiest events in my life were put together in that...”
One step at a time. One day at a time.
I had a chat with my professor back in college. I always consider her as our CS mother, coz really when you’re studying on a university where the population is really small you’ll end up getting the same prof on different subjects. Most of what I know about my chosen field right now came from her hundred-slide powerpoints :D. And she’s the one who gave me my current job right...
Why do I get the feeling that I will end up getting hurt again?
Damn I hate it when I’m right about this things.
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“I’m scared of everything. I’m scared of what I saw, of what I did, of who I am....”
– (via runawaytrain)
Late lunches, missed appointments, and creepy people wearing gas masks.
Why do I get the feeling that I will end up getting hurt again?
It’s funny how we have no trouble pouring out our feelings on the computer, and baring our souls to complete strangers, but when it comes to telling how we really feel to the people that matter the most, we just can’t seem to express ourselves for some reason.
(via runawaytrain)
“I have this fear that one day you’ll finally get a good look at me and I’m going...”
– Smallville (via runawaytrain)
Rascal Flatts - My Wish
“If it’s...
Something's missing
I can say that I just a had a good morning: a traffic free SLEX. It only took me 40 mins from Calamba to Makati. :D But something’s missing today, I know what it is but I can’t do anything about it. Oh well lots of stuff to do today, I better start working :)
….ok follow up on the Bookworm Adventures, it’s a f**** trial version! X_X
Nothing to do much today. I really hate this, because I know in the near future they will force me again to rush and work overnight. Come on people let’s not do the same mistakes again! Good thing I installed Bookworm Adventures on Ace’s lappy, it helps keep my sanity on normal levels. :P
SHREK: For your information, there's a lot more to ogres than people think.
DONKEY: Example?
SHREK: Example? Okay. Uh... ogres are like onions.
DONKEY: They stink?
SHREK: Yes. No!
DONKEY: Oh, they make you cry?
SHREK: No!
DONKEY: Oh, you leave them out in the sun, they get all brown and start sprouting little white hairs.
SHREK: No! Layers! Onions have layers. Ogres have layers. Onions have layers. You get it? We both have layers.
DONKEY: Oh... you both have layers... You know, not everybody like onions. Cakes! Everybody likes cakes. Cakes have layers.
SHREK: I don't care what everyone likes. Ogres are not like cakes... You dunce, irritating, miniature beast of burden. Ogres are like onions. End of story. Bye bye. See ya later...
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when the WILL OF THE WIND is cruel when i’m ALL BY MYSELF and cold inside you LIFT ME UP out of the sad times i feel LIKE A CHILD whose LIFE has just began i thought DREAMS don’t come true until IN MY LIFE you come through
you’re THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS i’m THINKING OF YOU, TIME AFTER TIME LONELY IS THE NIGHT without a glimpse of you worse, i’m starting to get CRAZY, a HOPELESSLY ADDICTED...
“Do not think that love, in order to be genuine, has to be extraordinary. What we...”
– Mother Teresa (via reluctantbuddha) (via quote-book)
“Look, in my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you...”
– Juno (via ktsmind) (via babsie) (via leeshiebean) (via quote-book)
“You never fail to make me smile no matter how bad my day was. Thank you.”
I am having a mega-uber-super-hotdamn nostalgia on Paul McCrane’s Is it ok if I call you mine. :D
Vertical Horizon - I’m Still Here
“Will the words I write
have the strength in their wings to
find their way to...”
– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott) (via quote-book)
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I really hate it when my code still won’t work after I’ve done all the possible solutions, and then realize after hours of frustration that the problem was just a typo error that I missed.
\m,/ Yes, no matter what happens, I’ll...
Exhausted :(
September 2009
55 posts
“I’ll just pretend to hug you ‘till you get here”
– via Azuzephere’s Pon and Zi
The letter I made for 5 hours :)
I’m sorry for the all the Engrish here. I’m not the type who grew from an “English-speaking” environment. Please bear with me as I try do my best here. I’ll continue to improve and proof read this piece as much as I can. Again, apologies readers. :) Hi, is it just me or we’ve been apart lately? Well anyway I wrote this coz probably this is my “best”...
“Enough of the drama, I didn’t made a blog for that.
Well actually...”